Jadi diriku kembali… ke blogosfer.
Untuk mengisi dunia maya ini dengan hal-hal ‘tak penting’, sumpah serapah ‘tak penting,’ (hehe), passionate dreams ‘tak penting,’ dan many un-important things that contain on this blog. (But thanks God, I have good traffic… ! Hihihi)
Well, what I’ve been through in my hiatus time ?
I’ve got… many !
Many new perspectives, new experiences, new things (‘things’ not only means stuffs yea…).. new friends… Oh, I’ve just got many… That actually really-really change me again. The changing… (sadly and proudly) not only in positive ways, but actually, negatives. But yea… that’s what people call LIFE, so I just live and breathe through it.
So what happen with me ?
Nothing happened with me (as you know, that I’m a skeptics fool), so even I’m in up-and-down situations… In the end, I still feel everything’s flat in my life…
The most shock thing that happen in my life is when I found that my close people had lie to me… (yea right…) I try to forgive, I try to forget. And I don’t want bitterness take over my life. I know it will be useless to think about it. So I always back to my *skeptics mode on* Hehehe…
And I found many new facts…
About ‘friendship’…’love’… and…. ‘sin’… 
Awesome stories about life… But I don’t wanna share it. It’s private. Hehehe….
(Iyaaaa…. Ini blog pribadi untuk katarsis… Maafkan akuuuuu….)
Iya, blog ini rasa-rasanya akan menjadi tempat katarsis saja. I won’t supply or provide things again. Maap-maap untuk yang cari free download stuffs… Kalo pun gw nemu free download, gw hanya akan direct link saja. Gw gak mungkin lagih untuk ‘kirim’ file… Why ? Cuz I’ve got new priorities… hehe. Yea, this ‘UpperRoom’ would be different (I guess), as the blogger going to change.
(Alright stop talk about me… Now back to talk about God… As you always like to talk ‘bout God, don’t you ?)
So you’ve change… Do your perspectives about God also change ?
Yes, I do.
I’m in the dessert. And now I found the other side of… Him.
This is just a cumulative stories of my past… And now it shapes my present. And the decision is up to me, is it going to shape my future too… ? We’ll see.
I thank God that I know The Truth, now is my turn… Do I still wanna live in The Truth ?
Of course, my heart wants to live in The Truth… But reality bites… Hehe… When you fall, you’ll realize how wonderful and awesome God’s grace is.
So back to my *skeptics mode on*…
For everything good and bad in my life… I want to be ended in a good place…In God’s presence…
And for this case, I WON’T say… ‘We’ll see’…
It’s a must…
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So we’ll see…. =))
